I don't think I'm that old but when it turns 31st of October today, I think hard about what I have been doing so far and what I am going to do for the rest of my life. I am married with 4 children. Three of them are teenagers and the other one is still toddler. I feel exhausted once in a while but when I consider what I have been through for more than 18 years of marriage, I must struggle to keep everything under control and to my surprise, the older I am, the more challenges I am having everyday. I also have to struggle for my family's future and how to make us survive from the economic obstacles. I know I must work harder and I have to be wiser to my problems and try to be tougher and stronger to live with my own strength.
It is not easy to act but I cannot move back to my past time and give up easily. All I want to do is how to save my religious saving for my future life later after death, and I do realize that I cannot afford to give my green back away for the charity. All I have is knowledge and experience in English. Hopefully, on my 47 years old today is the right moment to declare that my passion project is my passion of sharing. No other motivation than sharing and giving away all I have to the public.
I do hope that my rest of life will give something beneficial points for surroundings. English and teaching are my bread of butter now and those will be my focus on sharing all I have. Besides, I also want to sharpen my language and teaching competence through practicing again and again. To prove them, I need support and motivation to move forward. Either I like it or not, I must struggle to pursue my happiness by giving, teaching and exploring all of my ability for the public.
I love my family, I love my children and I fully ask Allah SWT shares His blessings on us everyday. The more I go further to improve my competence the more challenges I have been experiencing. Commitment and consistent are my habits to prove and I must learn many thing including reading, and practicing. Listening to their needs and try to serve the best thing I could.
Dear Allah, guide me all the way to your Jannah. O. Allah. please give me more effort to be strong and tough and don't let me go ash ray.
Thank to my late beloved father, my mother, my husband, my children and my big family. My colleagues at work and my team at ibu profesional who have been helping me to what I am today. I know I am going to be 50 years old in three years' ahead and I must prepare for the worst thing if no body needs me because of my age. I'm always OK with a "SMILE"
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